Sunday, February 28, 2010

insecurities

I love a lot about my life, but there are also many things that give me pause - about myself, about my circumstances - so I'm here to say the things I can't say anywhere else.

my first 5 confessions:

1 - I don't go to the doctor because I don't want to know.  Ignorance is comfortable sometimes.

2 - I'm halfway secretly in love with the guy everyone thinks I should end up with.  The other half of me knows I could never live with him.

3 - I'm trying to stop, but I look down on people who choose to never go to college.

4 - I eat to feel happy, sometimes.

5 - Even though I don't want to seem like it - I'm really all about me.

Maybe I'll uncover some things I didn't know as time goes on.  We'll see.